silence and speak for them。
“Who is there to weave their passionate songs； if I sit on the shore of life and contemplate death and the beyond？
“The early evening star disappears。
“The glow of a funeral pyre slowly dies by the silent river。
“Jackals cry in chorus from the courtyard of the deserted house in the light of the worn…out moon。
“If some wanderer； leaving home； e here to watch the night and with bowed head listen to the murmur of the darkness； who is there to whisper the secrets of life into his ears； if I shutting my doors； should try to free myself from mortal bonds？
“It is a trifle that my hair is turning grey。
“I am ever as young or as old as the youngest and the oldest of this village。
“Some have smiles； sweet and simple； and some a sly twinkle in their eyes。
“Some have tears that well up in the daylight； and others tears that are hidden in the gloom。
“They all have need for me； and I have no time to brood over the afterlife。
“I am of an age with each； what matter if my hair turns grey？”书 包 网 txt小说上传分享
园丁集 第八章（2）
The Gardener 3
In the morning I cast my net into the sea。
I dragged up from the dark abyss things of strange aspect and strange beauty—some shone like a smile； some glistened like tears； and some were flushed like the cheeks of a bride。
When with the day’s burden I went home； my love was sitting in the garden idly tearing the leaves of a flower。
I hesitated for a moment； and then placed at her feet all that I had dragged up； and stood silent。
She glanced at them and said；“What strange things are these？ I know not of what use they are！”
I bowed my head in shame and thought；“ Have not fought for these； I did not buy them in the market； they are not fit gifts for her。”
Then the whole night through I flung them one by one into the street。
In the morning travellers came； they picked them up and carried them into far countries。
The Gardener 4
Ah me； why did they build my house by the road to the market town？
They moor their laden boats near my trees。
They e and go and wander at their will。
I sit and watch them； my time wears on。
Turn them away I cannot。 And thus my days pass by。
Night and day their steps sound by my door。
Vainly I cry； “I do not know you。”
Some of them are known to my fingers； some to my nostrils； the blood in my veins seems to know them； and some are known to my dreams。
Turn them away I cannot。 I call them and say； “e to my house whoever chooses。 Yes； e。”
In the morning the bell rings in the temple。
They e with their baskets in their hands。
Their feet are rosy red。 The early light of dawn is on their faces。
Turn them away I cannot。 I call them and I say； “e to my garden to gather flowers。 e hither。”
In the mid…day the gong sounds at the palace gate。
I know not why they leave their work and linger near my hedge。
The flowers in their hair are pale and faded； the notes are languid in their flutes。
Turn them away I cannot。 I call them and say；“The shade is cool under my trees。 e； friends。”
At night the crickets chirp in the woods。
Who is it that es slowly to my door and gently knocks？
I vaguely see the face； not a word is spoken； the stillness of the sky is all around。
Turn away my silent guest I cannot。 I look at the face through the dark； and hours of dreams pass by。
The Gardener 5
I am restless。 I am athirst for far…away things。
My soul goes out in a longing to touch the skirt of the dim distance。
O Great Beyond； O the keen call of thy flute！
I forget； I ever forget； that I have no wings to fly； that I am bound in this spot evermore。
I am eager and wakeful； I am a stranger in a strange land。
Thy breath es to me whispering an impossible hope。
Thy tongue is known to my heart as its very own。
O Far…to…seek； O the keen call of thy flute！
I forget； I ever forget； that I know not the way； that I have not the winged horse。
I am listless； I am a wanderer in my heart。
In the sunny haze of the languid hours； what vast vision of thine takes shape in the blue of the sky！
O Farthest end； O the keen call of thy flute！
I forget； I ever forget； that the gates are shut everywhere in the house where I dwell alone！
The Gardener 6
The tame bird was in a cage； the free bird was in the forest。
They met when the time came； it was a decree of fate。
The free bird cries； “O my love； let us fly to wood。”
The cage bird whispers； “e hither； let us both live in the cage。”
Says the free bird； “Among bars； where is there room to spread one’s wings？”
“Alas；”cries the cage bird； “I should not know where to sit perched in the sky。”
The free bird cries； “My darling； sing the songs of the woodlands。”
The cage bird says； “Sit by my side； I’ll teach you the speech of the earned。”
The forest bird cries； “No； ah no！ Songs can never be taught。”
The cage bird says； “Alas for me； I know not the songs of the woodlands。”
Their love is intense with longing； but they never can fly wing to wing。
Through the bars of the cage they look； and vain is their wish to know each other。
They flutter their wings in yearning； and sing； “e closer； my love！”
The free bird cries； “It cannot be； I fear the closed doors of the cage。”
The cage bird whispers； “Alas； my wings are powerless and dead。”
园丁集 第九章（1）
The Gardener 7
O mother； the young Prince is to pass by our door；—how can I attend to my work this morning？
Show me how to braid up my hair； tell me what garment to put on。
Why do you look at me amazed； mother？
I know well he will not glance up once at my window； I know he will pass out of my sight in the twinkling of an eye； only the vanishing strain of the flute will e sobbing to me from afar。
But the young Prince will pass by our door； and I will put on my best for the moment。
O mother； the young Prince did pass by our door； and the morning sun flashed from his chariot。
I swept aside the veil from my face； I tore the ruby chain from my neck and flung it in his path。
Why do you look at me amazed； mother？
I know well he did not pick up my chain； I know it was crushed under his wheels leaving a red stain upon the dust； and no one knows what my gift was nor to whom。
But the young Prince did pass by our door； and I flung the jewel from my breast before his path。
The Gardener 8
When the lamp went out by my bed I woke up with the early birds。
I sat at my open window with a fresh wreath on my loose hair。
The young traveller came along the road in the rosy mist of the morning。
A pearl chain was on his neck； and the sun’s rays fell on his crown。
He stopped before my door and asked me with an eager cry； “Where is she？”
For very shame I could not say； “She is I； young traveller； she is I。”
It was dusk and the lamp was not lit。
I was listlessly braiding my hair。
The young traveller came on his chariot in the glow of the setting sun。
His horses were foaming at the mouth； and there was dust on his garment。
He alighted at my door and asked in a tired voice；“Where is she？”
For very shame I could not say； “She is I； weary traveller； she is I。”
It is an April night。 The lamp is burning in my room。
The breeze of the south es gently。 The noisy parrot sleeps in its cage。
My bodice is of the colour of the peacock’s throat； and my mantle is green as young grass。
I sit upon the floor at the window watching the deserted street。
Through the dark night I keep humming； “She is I； despairing traveller； she is I。”
The Gardener 9
When I go alone at night to my love…tryst； birds do not sing； the wind does not stir； the houses on both sides of the street stand silent。
It is my own anklets that grow loud at every step and I am ashamed。
When I sit on my balcony and listen for his footsteps； leaves do not rustle on the trees； and the water is still in the river like the sword on the knees of a sentry fallen asleep。
It is my own heart that beats wildly—I do not know how to quiet it。
When my love es and sits by my side； when my body trembles and my eyelids droop； the night darkens； the wind blows out the lamp； and the clouds draw veils over the stars。
It is the jewel at my own breast that shines and gives light。 I do not know how to hide it。
The Gardener 10
园丁集 第九章（2）
Let your work be； bride。 Listen； the guest has e。
Do you hear； he is gently shaking the chain which fastens the door？
See that your anklets make no loud noise； and that your step is not over…hurried at meeting him。
Let your work be； bride； the guest has e in the evening。
No； it is not the ghostly wind； bride； do not be frightened。
It is the full moon on a night of April； shadows are pale in the courtyard； the sky overhead is bright。
Draw your veil over your face if you must； carry the lamp to the door if you fear。
No； it is not the ghostly wind； bride； do not be frightened。
Have no word with him if you are shy； stand aside by the door when you meet him。
If he asks you questions； and if you wish to； you can lower your eyes in silence。
Do not let your bracelets jingle when； lamp in hand； you lead him in。
Have no word with him if you are shy。
Have you not finished your work yet； bride？ Listen； the guest has e。
Have you not lit the lamp in the cowshed？
Have you not got ready the offering basket for the evening service？
Have you not put the red lucky mark at the parting of your hair； and done your toilet for the night？
O bride； do you hear； the guest has e？
Let your work be！
The Gardener 11
e as you are； do not loiter over your toilet。
If your braided hair has loosened； if the parting of your hair be not straight； if the ribbons of your bodice be not fastened； do not mind。
e as you are； do not loiter over your toilet。
e； with quick steps over the grass。
If the raddle e fr