‘It e from your mouth;’ said his father then。 ‘I want to see you live it。 It’s more than anotion;’
‘I’m going to pray God;’ said John—and his voice shook; whether with joy or grief hecould not say—‘to keep me; and make me strong … to stand … to stand against the enemy … andagainst everything and everybody … that wants to cut down my soul。’
Then his tears came down again; like a wall between him and his father。 His Aunt Florencecame and took him in her arms。 Her eyes were dry; and her face was old in the savage; morninglight。 But her voice; when she spoke; was gentler that he had ever known it to be before。
‘You fight the good fight;’ she said; ‘you hear? Don’t you get weary; and don’t you getscared。 Because I know the Lord’s done laid His hands on you。’
‘Yes;’ he said; weeping; ‘yes。 I’m going to serve the Lord。’
‘Amen!’ cried Elisha。 ‘Bless our God!’
The filthy streets rang with the early…morning light as they came out of the temple。
They were all there; save young Ella Mae; who had departed while John was still on thefloor—she had a bad cold; said Praying Mother Washington; and needed to have her rest。 Now; inthree groups; they walked the long; gray; silent avenue: Praying Mother Washington withElizabeth and Sister McCandless and Sister Price; and before them Gabriel and Florence; andElisha and John ahead。
‘You know; the Lord is a wonder;’ said the praying mother。 ‘Don’t you know; all this weekHe just burdened my soul; and kept me a…praying and a…weeping before Him? Look like I justcouldn’t get no ease nohow—and I know He had me a…tarrying for that boy’s soul。’
‘Well; amen;’ said Sister Price。 ‘Look like the Lord just wanted this church to rock。 Youremember how He spoke through Sister McCandless Friday night; and told us to pray; and He’dwork a mighty wonder in our midst? And He done moved—hallelujah—He done troubledeverybody’s mind。’
‘I just tell you;’ said Sister McCandless; ‘all you got to do is listen to the Lord; He’ll leadyou right every time; He’ll move every time。 Can’t nobody tell me my God ain’t real。’
‘And you see the way the Lord worked with young Elisha there?’ said Praying MotherWashington; with a calm; sweet smile。 ‘Had that boy down there on the floor a…prophesying intongues; amen; just the very minute before Johnny fell out a…screaming; and a…crying before theLord。 Look like the Lord was using Elisha to say: “It’s time; boy; e on home。” ’
‘Well; He is a wonder;’ said Sister Price。 ‘And Johnny’s got two brothers now。’
Elizabeth said nothing。 She walked with her head bowed; hands clasped lightly before her。
Sister Price turned tom look at her; and smiled。
‘I know;’ she said; ‘you’s a mighty happy woman this morning。’
Elizabeth smiled and raised her head; but did not look directly at Sister Price。 She lookedahead; down the long avenue; where Gabriel walked with Florence; where John walked withElisha。
‘Yes;’ she said; at last。 ‘I began praying。 And I ain’t sopped praying yet。’
‘Yes; Lord;’ said Sister Price; ‘can’t none of us stop praying till we see His blessed face。’
‘But I bet you didn’t never think;’ said Sister McCandless; with a laugh; ‘that little Johnnywas going to jump up so soon; and get religion。 Bless our God!’
‘The Lord is going to bless that boy; you mark my words;’ said Praying MotherWashington。
‘Shake hands with the preacher; Johnny。’
‘Got a man in the Bible; son; who liked music; too。 And he got to dancing one day beforethe Lord。 You reckon you going to dance before the Lord one of these days?’
‘Yes; Lord;’ said Sister Price; ‘the Lord done raised you up a holy son。 He going to fortyour grey hairs。’
Elizabeth found that her tears were falling; slowly; bitterly; in the morning light。 ‘I pray theLord;’ she said; ‘to bear him up on every side。’
‘Yes;’ said Sister McCandless; gravely; ‘it’s more than a notion。 The Devil rises on everyhand。’
Then; in silence; they came to the wide crossing where the tramline ran。 A lean cat stalkedthe gutter and fled as they approached; turned to watch them; with yellow; malevolent eyes; fromthe ambush of a dustbin。 A gray bird flew above them; above the electric wires for the tram line;and perched on the metal cornice of a roof。 Then; far down the avenue; they heard a siren; and the clanging of a bell; and looked up to see the ambulance speed past them on the way to the hospitalthat was near the church。
‘Another soul struck down;’ murmured Sister McCandless。 ‘Lord have mercy。’
‘He said in the last days evil would abound;’ said Sister Price。
‘Well; yes; He did say it;’ said Praying Mother Washington; ‘and I’m so glad He told us Hewouldn’t leave us fortless。’
‘’When ye see all these things; know that your salvation is at hand;’ said SisterMcCandless。 ‘A thousand shall fall at thy side; and ten thousand at thy right hand—but it ain’tgoing to e nigh thee。 So glad; amen; this morning; bless my Redeemer。’
‘You remember that day when you e into the store?’
‘I didn’t think you never looked at me。’
‘Well—you was mighty pretty。’
‘Didn’t little Johnny never say nothing;’ asked Praying Mother Washington; ‘to make youthink the Lord was working in his heart?’
‘He always kind of quiet;’ said Elizabeth。 ‘He don’t say much。’
‘No;’ said Sister McCandless; ‘he ain’t like all these rough young one nowadays—he gotsome respect for his elders。 You done raised him mighty well; Sister Grimes。’
‘It was his birthday yesterday;’ Elizabeth said。
‘No!’ cried Sister Price。 ‘How old he got to be yesterday?’
‘He done made fourteen;’ she said。
‘You hear that?’ said Sister Price; with wonder。 ‘The Lord done saved that boy’s soul onhis birthday!’
‘Well; he got two birthdays now;’ smiled Sister McCandless; ‘just like he got two brothers—one in the flesh; and one in the Spirit。’
‘Amen; bless the Lord!’ cried Praying Mother Washington。
‘What book was it; Richard?’
‘Oh; I don’t remember。 Just a book。’
‘You smiled。’
‘You was mighty pretty。’
She took her sodden handkerchief out of her bag; and dried her eyes; and dried her eyesagain; looking down the avenue。
‘Yes;’ said Sister Price; gently; ‘you just thank the Lord。 You just let the tears fall。 I knowyour heart is full this morning。’
‘The Lord’s done give you;’ said Praying Mother Washington; ‘a mighty blessing—andwhat the Lord gives; can’t no man take away。’
‘I open;’ said Sister McCandless; ‘and no man can shut。 I shut; and no man can open。’
‘Amen;’ said Sister Price。 ‘Amen。’
‘Well; I reckon;’ Florence said; ‘your soul is praising God this morning。’
He looked straight ahead; saying nothing; holding his body more rigid than an arrow‘You always been saying;’ Florence said; ‘how the Lord would answer your prayer。’ Andshe looked sideways at him; with a little smile。
‘He going to learn;’ he said at last; ‘that it ain’t all in the singing and the shouting—the wayof holiness is a hard way。 He got the steep side of the mountain to climb。’
‘But he got you there;’ she said; ‘ain’t he to help him when he stumbles; and to be a goodexample?’
‘I’m going to see to it;’ he said; ‘that he walks right before the Lord。 The Lord’s done puthis soul in my charge—and I ain’t going to have that boy’s blood on my hands。’
‘No;’ she said; mildly; ‘I reckon you don’t want that。’
Then they heard the siren; and the headlong; warning bell。 She watched his face as helooked outward at the silent avenue and at the ambulance that raced to carry someone to healing;or to death。
‘Yes;’ she said; ‘that wagon’s ing; ain’t; one day for everybody?’
‘I pray;’ he said; ‘it finds you ready; sister。’
‘Is it going to find you ready?’ she asked。
‘I know my name is written in the Book of Life;’ he said。 ‘I know I’m going to look on mySavior’s face in glory。’
‘Yes;’ she said; slowly; ‘we’s all going to be together there。 Mama; and you; and me; andDeborah—and what was the name of that little girl who died not long after I left home?’
‘What little girl who died?’ he asked。 ‘A lot of folks died after you left home—you leftyour mother on her dying bed。’
‘This girl was a mother; too;’ she said。 ‘Look like she went north all by herself; and had herbaby; and died—weren’t nobody to help her。 Deborah wrote me about it。 Sure; you ain’t forgottenthat girl’s name; Gabriel!’
Then his step faltered—seemed; for a moment; to drag。 And he looked at her。 She smiled;and lightly touched his arm。
‘You ain’t forgotten her name;’ she said。 ‘You can’t tell me you done forgot her name。 Isyou going to look on her face; too? Is her name written in the Book of Life?’
In utter silence they walked together; her hand still under his trembling arm。
‘Deborah didn’t never write;’ she at last pursued; ‘about what happened to the baby。 Didyou ever see him? You going to meet him in Heaven; too?’
‘The Word tell us;’ he said; ‘to let the dead bury the dead。 Why you want to go rummagingaround back there; digging up things what’s all forgotten now? The Lord; He knows my life—Hedone forgive me a long time ago。’
‘Look like;’ she said; ‘you think the Lord’s a man like you; you think you can fool Himlike you fool men; and you think He forgets; like men。 But God don’t forget nothing; Gabriel—ifyour name’s down there in the Book; like you say; it’s got all what you done right down there withit。 And you going to answer for it; too。’
‘I done answered;’ he said; ‘already before my God。 I ain’t got to answer now; in front ofyou。’
She opened her handbag; and took out the letter。
‘I been carrying this letter now;’ she said; ‘for more than thirty years。 And I beenwondering all that time if I’d ever talk to you about it。’
And she looked at him。 He was looking; unwillingly; at the letter; which she held tightly inone hand。 It was old; and dirty; and brown; and torn; he recognized Deborah’s uncertai