lock of my hair and sniffed at it delicately。 Then he gently patted the
strand back into place; and I felt his cool fingertips against my throat。
He reached up to stroke my cheek once quickly with his thumb; his face
curious。 I wanted so badly to run; but I was frozen。 I couldn't even
flinch away。
〃No;〃 he murmured to himself as he dropped his hand; 〃I don't
understand。〃 He sighed。 〃Well; I suppose we should get on with it。 And
then I can call your friends and tell them where to find you; and my
little message。〃
I was definitely sick now。 There was pain ing; I could see it in his
eyes。 It wouldn't be enough for him to win; to feed and go。 There would
be no quick end like I'd been counting on。 My knees began to shake; and I
was afraid I was going to fall。
He stepped back; and began to circle; casually; as if he were trying to
get a better view of a statue in a museum。 His face was still open and
friendly as he decided where to start。
Then he slumped forward; into a crouch I recognized; and his pleasant
smile slowly widened; grew; till it wasn't a smile at all but a
contortion of teeth; exposed and glistening。
I couldn't help myself— I tried to run。 As useless as I knew it would be;
as weak as my knees already were; panic took over and I bolted for the
emergency door。
He was in front of me in a flash。 I didn't see if he used his hand or his
foot; it was too fast。 A crushing blow struck my chest — I felt myself
flying backward; and then heard the crunch as my head bashed into the
mirrors。 The glass buckled; some of the pieces shattering and splintering
on the floor beside me。
I was too stunned to feel the pain。 I couldn't breathe yet。
He walked toward me slowly。
〃That's a very nice effect;〃 he said; examining the mess of glass; his
voice friendly again。 〃I thought this room would be visually dramatic for
my little film。 That's why I picked this place to meet you。 It's perfect;
isn't it?〃
I ignored him; scrambling on my hands and knees; crawling toward the
other door。
He was over me at once; his foot stepping down hard on my leg。 I heard
the sickening snap before I felt it。 But then I did feel it; and I
couldn't hold back my scream of agony。 I twisted up to reach for my leg;
and he was standing over me; smiling。
〃Would you like to rethink your last request?〃 he asked pleasantly。 His
toe nudged my broken leg and I heard a piercing scream。 With a shock; I
realized it was mine。
〃Wouldn't you rather have Edward try to find me?〃 he prompted。
〃No!〃 I croaked。 〃No; Edward; don't—〃 And then something smashed into my
face; throwing me back into the broken mirrors。
Over the pain of my leg; I felt the sharp rip across my scalp where the
glass cut into it。 And then the warm wetness began to spread through my
hair with alarming speed。 I could feel it soaking the shoulder of my
shirt; hear it dripping on the wood below。 The smell of it twisted my
stomach。
Through the nausea and dizziness I saw something that gave me a sudden;
final shred of hope。 His eyes; merely intent before; now burned with an
uncontrollable need。 The blood — spreading crimson across my white shirt;
pooling rapidly on the floor — was driving him mad with thirst。 No matter
his original intentions; he couldn't draw this out much longer。
Let it be quick now; was all I could hope as the flow of blood from my
head sucked my consciousness away with it。 My eyes were closing。
I heard; as if from underwater; the final growl of the hunter。 I could
see; through the long tunnels my eyes had bee; his dark shape ing
toward me。 With my last effort; my hand instinctively raised to protect
my face。 My eyes closed; and I drifted。
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23。 THE ANGEL
As I drifted; I dreamed。
Where I floated; under the dark water; I heard the happiest sound my mind
could conjure up — as beautiful; as uplifting; as it was ghastly。 It was
another snarl; a deeper; wilder roar that rang with fury。
I was brought back; almost to the surface; by a sharp pain slashing my
upraised hand; but I couldn't find my way back far enough to open my eyes。
And then I knew I was dead。
Because; through the heavy water; I heard the sound of an angel calling
my name; calling me to the only heaven I wanted。
〃Oh no; Bella; no!〃 the angel's voice cried in horror。
Behind that longedfor sound was another noise — an awful tumult that my
mind shied away from。 A vicious bass growling; a shocking snapping sound;
and a high keening; suddenly breaking off…
I tried to concentrate on the angel's voice instead。
〃Bella; please! Bella; listen to me; please; please; Bella; please!〃 he
begged。
Yes; I wanted to say。 Anything。 But I couldn't find my lips。
〃Carlisle!〃 the angel called; agony in his perfect voice。 〃Bella; Bella;
no; oh please; no; no!〃 And the angel was sobbing tearless; broken sobs。
The angel shouldn't weep; it was wrong。 I tried to find him; to tell him
everything was fine; but the water was so deep; it was pressing on me;
and I couldn't breathe。
There was a point of pressure against my head。 It hurt。 Then; as that
pain broke through the darkness to me; other pains came; stronger pains。
I cried out; gasping; breaking through the dark pool。
〃Bella!〃 the angel cried。
〃She's lost some blood; but the head wound isn't deep;〃 a calm voice
informed me。 〃Watch out for her leg; it's broken。〃
A howl of rage strangled on the angel's lips。
I felt a sharp stab in my side。 This couldn't be heaven; could it? There
was too much pain for that。
〃Some ribs; too; I think;〃 the methodical voice continued。
But the sharp pains were fading。 There was a new pain; a scalding pain in
my hand that was overshadowing everything else。
Someone was burning me。
〃Edward。〃 I tried to tell him; but my voice was so heavy and slow。 I
couldn't understand myself。
〃Bella; you're going to be fine。 Can you hear me; Bella? I love you。〃
〃Edward;〃 I tried again。 My voice was a little clearer。
〃Yes; I'm here。〃
〃It hurts;〃 I whimpered。
〃I know; Bella; I know〃 — and then; away from me; anguished — 〃can't you
do anything?〃
〃My bag; please… Hold your breath; Alice; it will help;〃 Carlisle
promised。
〃Alice?〃 I groaned。
〃She's here; she knew where to find you。〃
〃My hand hurts;〃 I tried to tell him。
〃I know; Bella。 Carlisle will give you something; it will stop。〃
〃My hand is burning!〃 I screamed; finally breaking through the last of
the darkness; my eyes fluttering open。 I couldn't see his face; something
dark and warm was clouding my eyes。 Why couldn't they see the fire and
put it out?
His voice was frightened。 〃Bella?〃
〃The fire! Someone stop the fire!〃 I screamed as it burned me。
〃Carlisle! Her hand!〃
〃He bit her。〃 Carlisle's voice was no longer calm; it was appalled。
I heard Edward catch his breath in horror。
〃Edward; you have to do it。〃 It was Alice's voice; close by my head。 Cool
fingers brushed at the wetness in my eyes。
〃No!〃 he bellowed。
〃Alice;〃 I moaned。
〃There may be a chance;〃 Carlisle said。
〃What?〃 Edward begged。
〃See if you can suck the venom back out。 The wound is fairly clean。〃 As
Carlisle spoke; I could feel more pressure on my head; something poking
and pulling at my scalp。 The pain of it was lost in the pain of the fire。
〃Will that work?〃 Alice's voice was strained。
〃I don't know;〃 Carlisle said。 〃But we have to hurry。〃
〃Carlisle; I…〃 Edward hesitated。 〃I don't know if I can do that。〃 There
was agony in his beautiful voice again。
〃It's your decision; Edward; either way。 I can't help you。 I have to get
this bleeding stopped here if you're going to be taking blood from her
hand。〃
I writhed in the grip of the fiery torture; the movement making the pain
in my leg flare sickeningly。
〃Edward!〃 I screamed。 I realized my eyes were closed again。 I opened
them; desperate to find his face。 And I found him。 Finally; I could see
his perfect face; staring at me; twisted into a mask of indecision and
pain。
〃Alice; get me something to brace her leg!〃 Carlisle was bent over me;
working on my head。 〃Edward; you must do it now; or it will be too late。〃
Edward's face was drawn。 I watched his eyes as the doubt was suddenly
replaced with a blazing determination。 His jaw tightened。 I felt his
cool; strong fingers on my burning hand; locking it in place。 Then his
head bent over it; and his cold lips pressed against my skin。
At first the pain was worse。 I screamed and thrashed against the cool
hands that held me back。 I heard Alice's voice; trying to calm me。
Something heavy held my leg to the floor; and Carlisle had my head locked
in the vise of his stone arms。
Then; slowly; my writhing calmed as my hand grew more and more numb。 The
fire was dulling; focusing into an eversmaller point。
I felt my consciousness slipping as the pain subsided。 I was afraid to
fall into the black waters again; afraid I would lose him in the darkness。
〃Edward;〃 I tried to say; but I couldn't hear my voice。 They could hear
me。
〃He's right here; Bella。〃
〃Stay; Edward; stay with me…〃
〃I will。〃 His voice was strained; but somehow triumphant。
I sighed contentedly。 The fire was gone; the other pains dulled by a
sleepiness seeping through my body。
〃Is it all out?〃 Carlisle asked from somewhere far away。
〃Her blood tastes clean;〃 Edward said quietly。 〃I can taste the morphine。〃
〃Bella?〃 Carlisle called to me。
I tried to answer。 〃Mmmmm?〃
〃Is the fire gone?〃
〃Yes;〃 I sighed。 〃Thank you; Edward。〃
〃I love you;〃 he answered。
〃I know;〃 I breathed; so tired。
I heard my favorite sound in the world: Edward's quiet laugh; weak with
relief。
〃Bella?〃 Carlisle asked again。
I frowned; I wanted to sleep。 〃What?〃
〃Where is your mother?〃
〃In Florida;〃 I sighed。 〃He tricked me; Edward。 He watched our videos。〃
The outrage in my voice was pitifully frail。
But that reminded me。
〃Alice。〃 I tried to open my eyes。 〃Alice; the video